today, i'm thinking of you in a new way.

It has been a while since I have posted anything. I have been in a weird place, senior year is freaking me out and I am just trying to enjoy everything about while I still can. It is going by wayyy too quickly, and I have some major decisions to make.

It is hard prematurely letting things go, but is the heron ring really worth it?

Wish I had Ray-Ban vision right about now, but then again, who really wants to know the future?

I was a dagger, but in whose heart?

Will I regret what decision I decide? Is it time to move on and leave everything despite how far I have come, or do I stick it out because we all know I can? Green and Gray and White have much more meaning than they technically should. Are we going separate ways, don't I get a say?

In the context of the earth, does it even matter? not really.

Enjoy the feeling of not knowing what is coming out of your mouth until it happens.

i fall in love with the light.

My writing clearly comes in waves. The lack of posts have simply been because I am a senior taking 5 classes and playing a varsity sport all while freaking about my future. My creativity has been stifled and replaced by close reading, which I do enjoy but it does not leave much time for blogging.

Listen to: Alex Winston

Check out: the Stuff White People Like posters

Read: "you shall know our velocity" by Dave Eggers

Go See: "you will meet a tall dark stranger"

Rent: Hitchcock's "rear window"

enjoy the culture shock